Sometimes I feel like people are afraid to admit that children need tough love and you don't always love every moment you spend with them. I think that that is okay sometimes I need my children to have limits and consequences and I sometimes want to stick my tong out at them. Today I am cuddling my deer sweet Hunter after his 45 min nap (not completely stoked but WTH )he smiles at me and then pukes all over me and then while I am trying to clean him up (he screams at me like I am the meanie meanwhile I am dripping with his vomit still). URG.... Then tonight hes eating dinner pleasantly from his high chair and out of nowhere he swings back and throws and avocado roll right at me I yell NO he giggles and does it again I clean him up and say All done he continues to scream at me and who wins him because I gulp down my dinner in frustration. URG...Hayden on the other hand is older so now I am getting the ATTITUDE and dirty looks stomping of the feet and slamming of the doors. which usually results in me sending him to his room of Yelling which I always loose because I feel so guilty URG....I love then but sometimes I wish I could stick my tong out at then, have a tantrum and trow my food. Then again sometimes I realise I love their silliness and they make me laugh Motherhood is so confusing.
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