The things that make you laguh

Have you ever had one of those morning that just goes cocky not good but funny and not bad but silly. We that was us today.

Hunter woke us up with his usual banging his crib with his empty bottle to get us to come when that doesn't work he starts to yell ahhhhhhh. This echos throughout the house and we are all up.

Never the less we all woke up good but quickly turns I blame it on Vancouver loosing the Stanley Cup. Hayden looks up at me with sleepy eyes just after he comes down from his slumber, yawns with a 1/2 smile, says who won last night? My heart sunk because I knew he would be disappointed. I tried to tell him in a positive way (but I just had watched the drunken madness of rioting Canucks fans on t.v.) so I said well Vancouver lost but Boston won and they worked really hard to get there and that's all that matters, besides The Canucks are not our Team Toronto is. He looks at me confused and says they don't win either. I say well there is always next year. He gets up goes over to the window where he hung his GO Canucks GO poster, sulking and begins to take it down, and says I guess we don't need this up anymore they dint GO. He takes his poster down and hangs his head and walks away back arched and all. Poor kid he only wanted to see a victory.

After breakfast which I decided to test the egg allergy theory on Hunter, big mistake Hunter projectile vomits everywhere. Sigh and here I am cleaning up puke. While doing this Doug is talking future plans and washing the dishes. I turn to watch him pour ketchup on the dish cloth and being to wash the dishes, he looks down then to the bottle of ketchup and starts laughing I start laughing, Hayden starts laughing and Hunter looks at us all like we are crazy, but hey if you cant beat them might as well join in, He stars to chuckle to.

Its funny how these things happen in your day to guide in one direation or another. The kids or dog often do things that could bother you or piss you off but sometimes I try and step back and laugh or appreciate it for what it is not what rule their breaking.

Here are some photos to share...........................

The Saturday Morning breakfast for three....

Layla you are not suppose to be beside they boys while they eat....

Hayden being well um Hayden

Hunter clibing up

on the the table to look out the window to see the truch and say Hi to everyone walking by.

Check In

When I was pregnant at the end of a vary long day with children at the day care I would always do a self check in and ask my self how are you doing? The answer would vary and I am not even sure why I would do this but it became a ritual and I guess it helped. I find myself feeling the need for a check in How am I doing..................
I am feeling sad and scared that my husband is going to be gone away from us for 7 weeks, I am dreading do everything all by myself with no help from anyone. I am going to miss having someone to talk to and someone to listen.
I feel mixed that this is Doug's last week here and I know that I posted that were are leaving on facebook and not one single person from here has even suggested seeing us before we go. I know I shouldn't feel sad it not like I am really close with anyone here. When we left Toronto we had so many people behind us that loved us and cared and still do care, its just kind of strange to think we could just go and leave and it was like we were never here.
I am feeling anxious for this process to be over and for our lives to start again. At the same time I feel like I should enjoy this process and take it all in. After all this is it for Whistler I should try and fill my head with the beauty and positives of here.
I feel nervous that things there may not work out the way we need and very much want it to. I also want to be positive and fantasize about a wonderful new chapter in our lives filled with beautiful moments.
I feel tired and distracted from my day to day. I just keep thinking and before one thought finishes another starts. ex specially about the never ending TO DO LIST...................................................
To sum it up I feel like some one would when change is about to happen and they are not sure what is in store for them next.
Beautiful Moments by Hunter............
A new thing for Hunter is playing shy with people and today when one of my clients said Hi to him he slinked back looking all shy and came over to me and hid his face on my leg. I know I should ignore it and not give it attention but I secretly Love it and want to squeeze him tight.
Hunter new favorite move is twrilling in circles he loves to spin but doesn't realise if you do it too much is really throws off you balance and when you do it with friends its like toddler domino's and they all fall down.
Beautiful Moments by Hayden.................
Today when i asked Hunter for a kiss he ran away and gave my the cold shoulder, Hayden said AHHHH that's not nice and leaned in to me and kissed me on the cheek. My sweet loving boy with a HUGE Heart.