Rain Drops On Roses

Rain Rain go away! Sometimes I wish it was that easy you say it it happens poof. My day outside is gloomy and dark cold and damp I feel sort of tired grumpy cold and damp. Its funny how that happens the weather and moods link together. Even the dogs laying around sleeping the boys are vegging out. Its funny how we create our own mods that we don't really want to be in. So for now on Rainy days are going to be beautiful too, its like when you see the rainbow casting over the mountain on the ocean, or when you hiking it raining and the scenery looks sparkling. I am going to find one thing that is beautiful take a picture post it and write about it so I will be back......

Here it is the laziness of my loves only days like this bring us all a little closer and give us the time to slow down and see the special moments we are usually to busy to see. The funny thing is as this was happening it started to get sunny outside gotta love the wild west weather and if not just wait 5 min and it will change.

Tough Love

Sometimes I feel like people are afraid to admit that children need tough love and you don't always love every moment you spend with them. I think that that is okay sometimes I need my children to have limits and consequences and I sometimes want to stick my tong out at them. Today I am cuddling my deer sweet Hunter after his 45 min nap (not completely stoked but WTH )he smiles at me and then pukes all over me and then while I am trying to clean him up (he screams at me like I am the meanie meanwhile I am dripping with his vomit still). URG.... Then tonight hes eating dinner pleasantly from his high chair and out of nowhere he swings back and throws and avocado roll right at me I yell NO he giggles and does it again I clean him up and say All done he continues to scream at me and who wins him because I gulp down my dinner in frustration. URG...Hayden on the other hand is older so now I am getting the ATTITUDE and dirty looks stomping of the feet and slamming of the doors. which usually results in me sending him to his room of Yelling which I always loose because I feel so guilty URG....I love then but sometimes I wish I could stick my tong out at then, have a tantrum and trow my food. Then again sometimes I realise I love their silliness and they make me laugh Motherhood is so confusing.