Someone made scrambled eggs out of my life.

Our lives have changed again by yet another phone call. This time they changed in a good way. I wasn't really prepared for this so I am feeling like I am in a dream and holding my breath.
A few post back I wrote about how we were waiting to hear back from a job for Doug here in Whistler. The thing is the job could have been very good, but the company wasn't good at all, they had a history of screwing Doug out of money and over working him. Doug applied because of money and he felt as a mature person that he put all that aside and just work. Well they never got back to him or even had the decency to call him give him any news. Doug still works for them part time and last week goes into work and finds they have hired someone. Really professional. Anyway we decided that was that and they were not worth any more of our time . Doug started applying everywhere in hope of landing a good job.
One place that he applied to was a management position in another resort town called Invermere and we thought it sounded really nice they have skiing, snowboarding, and a Huge lake for summer sports too. From what I know its a really small town but the houses are cheep cost of living is cheaper tehn here and it looks really nice. He applied and didn't hear back, so I had moved on to thinking about moving other places. Well we got the phone call yesterday they want an interview!!! Now if the moneys right and he gets the position were are moving to Invermere. I am excited but nervous we looked at houses yesterday and there cheaper then here, they have a daycare center so that's good for me. I feel like I don't want to get excited because if it doesn't work out Ill be disappointed and sad. I feel like I cant plan anything and I need to plan everything. I feel like someone hit the pause button on my life at the cliffhanger in the movie. I feel like I am holding my breath....................................................................................
All I can do is avoid thinking about this and the pain of my other phone call. I keep my self busy with the children. We have been playing at the beach lots, getting sandy laughing its nice. My thoughts get interrupted all the time of things that remind me of things I don't want to think about. I see my first gray hair I reminded of MOM and when she stopped dyeing her hair and embracing againg gracefully and how beautifull she looked with her hair gray and long ....why do I think of that not sure.... I see a for sale sight while walking the kids to the beach and I think of Moving...... I am walking with the family last night I see some one fishing with and young boy and I think of my brother( another post and well go there) I think of him everyday and I talk to him and miss him even after 10 years.
This Post is so scrambled but its how I am feeling right now.

On to the beautiful moments brought to you by Hayden.......
He was catching small minnow like fish at the beach with his net and a friend. They got so excited after a big deep scoop and he shouts out across the beach to me "Hey mom I caught a heard" This makes me laugh I go over and say "You know a heard of fish can be called a school too" His thinks for a moment looks in to the bucket and says "Yep look this ones bigger then the rest he must be the Teacher"

Beautiful Moment brought to you by Hunter.......

Hunter spent most of the day toddling around the beach in a onsie, Sandy bum and a Hat. As happy as can be smiling at everyone say HI BY, BY to everyone. When another kids takes something from him he says Thank you, all done. Sounds more like TOO DOO ALLL DUNNN. I love his easy going nature sometimes hard to see in between all his energetic tantrum nature.

I watched criminal intent last night and ironically the end of the show they had this quote.

Hope is that thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops... at all. ~Emily Dickinson