Coincidences on Purpose

Yesterday I woke up after a refreshing escape in my dreams to the feelings of reality smacking me in the face. I sunk when I felt my necklace hit my chest. Oh yes she’s not here I will never see her again. I missed her more with that thought and tried to push everything aside to go through the motions of my morning. As I walked out the door I blew many kisses to Hunter and held the door open long enough to catch his kisses in return and exchange smiles. I am not sure what made me think of her again but with each step down the stairs a new memory came to mind each one filling my eyes with tears as I broke free form the building. I looked up and saw the most beautiful sight, The Dawn of the new day filled the sky with a bright pink, and orange full of warmth that I felt go right to my heart. I paused closed my eyes and smiled and said out loud (not even feeling ashamed if someone heard me hoping the message got to the one I needed it to get to " I feel you there, I know your right here with me saying it will be okay" I sighed and said " its just so hard to imagine not sharing another moment with you".


I do not believe in coincidences I believe that things happen for a reason and have a purpose if you truly look. A few days after she passed I started to read these positive outlooks on facebook to me they are words of comfort because like the sun they fill me with warmth hope love and they put a smile on my face.

Here are some to share.........
These two I recived a few days before she passed Oct 9th



This One I recived the day after she passed Oct 13th


This one 3 days later when I hit the anger part of greiving. Oct 15th


This one was on the 17th

This one when I just wrote about the last time hugging her in my jornal and the last words she said to me "I Love You" at this point she wasnt saying more then Yes.

 

Oct 20th it reminded me of her...


Oct 23



Oct 24th




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Beautiful Moments:

The wind was blowing against the building and it was howling Hunter woke up came to and said theres a monster out there I said no hunny its the winds Monsters are just pretend he said no it has a head arms and a face.
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