Off we go

Well as life changes and makes new paths although they never seam easy I know deep inside my heart they must be better, that's what keeps me going.

This week Doug got an offer for a management position in a new resort in Invermere B.C. about 10 hours away from where we are now. Truth is we were sitting around one night and he was looking at jobs Toronto, Calgary Vancouver then up pops Invermere he looks at me and says how would you feel about moving to Invermere?I gave him a blank look ( I had no Idea what Invermere was. He says its another Resort town kind of like Whistler but really small and remote. Out of my mouth before i can stop to think what the repercussions good or bad I say sure go for it. After that we discussed the pros of small village life, cheep housing lower cost of living, then Whistler after all we will never have millions for our house. We talked about what living there would entail for us, what he would do what I would do. And just like that I forgot about it until Doug received a phone call (yes another one) and its a for an interview!!!! okay now I am thinking we can do this I am so excited if he gets good money everything will be good again. Well then he has the interview and afterwards hes so happy, it went really good, but like any high their is a low, Then Dougs head if full of the what ifs, What if they don't treat me right ? what if you cant get a job? What if their is nothing to do? what if their is no housing? what if the car doesn't make it out their? What if they want me right away? What about Hayden Summer camp? and of course the debate that comes with that. After turning all those uncertainties into positive I walk away feeling unsure my self, with my own what ifs, What if i don't get paid well ? What if I cant do a home day care? what if I have to put Hunter and Hayden in day care? I realise that any quest in life come with work and a little Scarface other wise its not a quest is it. Well I problem solve write out every equation to figure out all my problems. I realise that there comes a point where you can over think things and some times you just have to leap and close your eyes and believe in your self and you can make it happen. So I am Leaping>>>>>>>>>>>>

I landed and open my eyes I got a job at a day care, Hayden and Hunter have a spot in day care and we are moving. All that is left is a place to live. Oh and I have 4 weeks alone here in Whistler with the boys while Doug starts his new position. I am a little scared and overwhelmed but it better then being scared and underwhelmed about life. Things are going sideways and up and I am going to try to enjoy the ride maybe Ill close my eyes for the really scary parts like I did on the Behemoth roller coaster at wonderland last year.

Beautiful Moments brought to you by Hunter.......

Today Hunter discovered that he could stomp his feet to turn him self in circles he laughed and laughed until he fell down then he got up did one circle and fell again tried to get up again and couldn't he got so mad and began to yell at me as if to say hey do something about this I am not suppose to fall and its all your fault...