Stop to smell the grass.

Getting there, I am so close to being packed up I have every closet filled with boxes and one junk drawer to sort. I have been scrubbing the kitchen and windows and I have been taking care of the kids, meals and the Dog. I apparently forgot to take care of myself, no wine all week, little sleep and lots of on the go. The upside I lost 10 lbs since Doug's been gone (probably not the best way to lose but I ll take what I can get.) The down side is that I am sick had a ear infection now I think I have a throat infection.
My darling children probably had a better 4 weeks in their lives with more attention and fun activity's but I am trying my best.
Hayden has been in camp all week and I have only had one child Wednesday- Today I have gotten so much done, and he is having so much fun!
He got excited about dressing up like a cowboy for their theme day today Picture bellow, Hes a blue Cowboy Hayden the Kid we call him LOL.




WANTED HAYDEN THE KID
REWARD CANT PUT A PRICE ON HIM HE IS PRICELESS



Hunter is my walking talking little ball of energy and just keeps going even in the middle of the night. Last night woke up at 1:30 I gave him Tylenol and brought him to bed and one hour later changed my mind and put him back to his bed he is a wild sleeper who talks kicks and moves everywhere.





Mr Hambone himself (he is such a Ham and loves to smile.












I cant wait to have a little more time to play and enjoy my boys and life a little. I feel like a grump always impatient and frustrated or Tired. Hayden is pushing my buttons and I feel guilty for pushing back. I just feel like all of our interactions are arguments and me finally snapping and saying Close your mouth right now!!Its so frustrating that every time I ask him to do anything he ignores me or argues with me. I wish he would just for once do what I ask and say nothing at all. Usually after I get upset with him he does something really cute and reminds me that hes just a boy who has a big imagination and a mind of his own. Like tonight he stops and runs to the top of a grassy knoll and says "stop please mom I just have to roll down this" and he did saying WEEEEE all the way down.
EDITED to add Only 11 more days to go Dougs comming 2 days early !!!!!EEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKK